Unable or Upside Down?

I don't want to make a career out of my TBI writing. I am not planning to write a book or go to Washington and plead for greater TBI awareness or medical changes in the law. I am writing for me. Writing I find helpful. If I gather any readers the point is?

I'm not sure.

Maybe encouragement? Maybe a feeling that we're not alone in this perplexing life. Maybe this or maybe that? We never sign up for much. We grow and make plans, choose a career, a spouse. A billion different directions. TBI  is  different for most of us but in many ways it appears that we have all entered the same dimension.

Our own Twilight Zone.

 Many of us seek similar pathways. Join support groups. Seek similar medical and social direction. Maybe we read stuff like my rabble...... Many profess over the fact that we are not what we were. Yeah, that's obvious. When we were what we were we still stressed over some dissatisfaction in not reaching as high as we hoped or worked for. We should work on letting that go. I think that we're really upside down. We are able move forward and we do we should not continue to cut ourselves in two. It's work. Hard work.

I get overwhelmingly tired and discouraged. We need to seek that which helps us move forward but focus on today. The mind (and body) is wasted by energy spent on what was or what we hope or fear about tomorrow. I had a bad day today. I need the sun. Winter drained me like a jug with a crack in it. Today it rained. I sat alone and watched my chickens do their thing. A male and female Cardinal was nice to see eating together at the feeder. Another day like that and I'll need a sedative.

Come on over. We'll start a pit fire and watch the day.